Onwards and Downwards: Watch me Shrink

My wish......To wear a size 12 (or smaller)

"DREAM OUTFIT"

It's not sexy or glamorous, I just want to be able to wear a sleeveless shirt and a good pair of jeans.

This outfit has been sitting in my cupboard with the tags still on for way too long :(

I have decided to wear the same outfit in all of my "official" progress photos. I just want to be able to see the difference in the way the clothes fit. I need to see the difference in the clothes because at this stage of my journey, when I look in the mirror, I don't see it.

This outfit (black top and denim skirt) is actually my old maternity clothes. It got to the stage where nothing else would fit me and it's all I could wear anywhere I went. I absolutely hate, despise, loath, detest this kirt and can not wait to get rid of it.

There was a Biggest Loser UK episode where the trainers had their contestants choose something to represent their past selves and then those things - photos, clothes etc were burnt on a great big bonfire that the contestants had actually put together themselves. They didn't know why that had to collect a field worth of wood. Anyway, it just seemed like a fantastic idea to me and I can't wait to do something similar with that skirt - just throwing it in a bin doesn't seem like enough.

Before Photos - taken at my heaviest weight (115.2kg)