What can I say??

Sad Kitty! This is how I feel right now.

This week marks 4 gains in a row, despite my 10 in a Row Challenge. After last weeks gain (3rd in a row), I set myself a challenge to lose 10 weeks in a row and I have failed the first week. I put on 1.2kg which is huge, but I have lost 500 grams of that already!!

There is something going on somewhere that I just can't see. I have been going to the gym, but not as much as normal and I haven't even been bothered to log it in my activity section - these gains are really getting me down. It's not like I have just given up and am eating anything and everything in sight, but then again I haven't been tracking properly and that is obviously having a huge effect on my losses or in my case lack of losses.

Whenever WW changes the system I get thrown all over the place and it takes a little while for me to really wrap my head around it, I think it's just something about me not liking change that much. I was doing really well on the Core program where I lost 30kg and then WW brought in Simply filling and the same thing happened I lost track of everything and it was really hard for me to go from no points to having to count everything. I hated counting 5 points for my pasta where on Core it was point free and it took a while to get my head sorted. During that time I stacked 20kg back on before I got my head around it and started again. I was doing really well again and then BOOM another change. I am determined not to let history repeat itself again, but it feels as though I just can't control it. I just feel like crying.

P.S. Not a huge fan of Miley, but my kids love her. I do love her song The Climb though :

"It aint about how fast I get there, aint about what's waitin' on the other side. It's the climb"

- Miley Cyrus